What does it mean in terms of the universe or God when information falls into your lap? What does it mean when you find things out that you weren’t supposed to know about? Is it a coincidence? What does it mean when you find out that someone you trusted with your life, your love and your soul, betrays you? From one of my earlier posts I spoke that I don’t believe in coincidences, but sometimes the things we find out about, that are unbelievable must be just that. Does the information make us mad? Does the information confirm that sixth sense? Should we act on it? Would acting on it serve a higher purpose or just suck more energy from us? Does the information make us feel inferior, ashamed, embarrassed, stupid, used, justified, superior? Why did we have to find out, we were happier when we didn’t know, right? Not really and knowing really doesn’t make us happy either.  There’s an old saying that what people say behind your back is none of your business. How true!

I am happy and you are wondering how could a person be happy? Happiness is something that we have to work for and sometimes the work is hard. But one thing I am, is determined! I don’t want to feel that low anymore. Do I really think that I won’t ever feel like that again? No, but I’m grateful that I have the tools to pull myself up, dust off and continue down the road ready for the next adventure!

I am positive that I have angels sitting on my shoulders and guiding me towards the answers that I’ve sought and I am grateful for that.  What am I supposed to learn from this experience? Patience, forgiveness? My life has a higher purpose than all this drama and if I can overcome the urge to over-react at this time then I will have it all! I will know that I am doing the work to turn around the behaviors from the life experiences that have brought me to my knees. I feel lighter and younger than I have in many years. A whole new attitude, refreshing.

Helen Reddy and Ray Burton wrote a song called I am Woman

I am woman, hear me roar
In numbers too big to ignore
And I know too much to go back an’ pretend
‘Cause I’ve heard it all before
And I’ve been down there on the floor
No one’s ever gonna keep me down again

Oh yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to
I can do anything
I am strong (strong)
I am invincible (invincible)
I am woman

You can bend but never break me
‘Cause it only serves to make me
More determined to achieve my final goal
And I come back even stronger
Not a novice any longer
‘Cause you’ve deepened the conviction in my soul

Oh, yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to
I can face anything
I am strong (strong)
I am invincible (invincible)
I am woman

I am woman watch me grow
See me standing toe to toe
As I spread my lovin’ arms across the land
But I’m still an embryo
With a long, long way to go
Until I make my brother understand

Oh, yes, I am wise
But it’s wisdom born of pain
Yes, I’ve paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to
I can face anything
I am strong (strong)
I am invincible (invincible)
I am woman

Oh, I am woman
I am invincible
I am strong, I am woman.

 This is a powerful song. It reminds me that I am strong, I am gaining wisdom, I have integrity. It reminds me that fear is not welcome. At all times be honest with others and with yourself and you will be blessed.  I am Positive and Grateful that I am on the right course. I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything! Thank You!